words.

Can you take this without fibbing and give as much explanation as possible?
Probably.



Why aren't you texting the last person you held hands with?
She's asleep.



Who was the last person you texted?
Kelly, aka Agnes/Russell/Winnie/Cherry Dum Dum Lollipop.



What are you gonna do later?
Read my book and try to fall asleep.



Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
OH! It's gray and it says NEW YORK in all these different colors. More importantly, I wore it while holding a drill in an awesome picture taken probably around fifteen years ago. And I look like I'm ready to destroy somebody. :)



Whats currently bothering you?
Loneliness.



Who did you last say I love you to?
My parents.



Has anyone ever hung up on you?
Yup.



Can you hula hoop?
Haha for maybe thirty seconds, if that counts.



Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Not a cheater in a relationship, no.



Do you fall in love easily?
I thought I did, but now I think maybe I don't.



Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
Indeed.



Last time you were at the movies?
I saw Gnomeo and Juliet on Friday! Pretty much the cutest ninety minutes of my life.



Did you have a Valentine this year?
Today is technically Valentine's Day, and I still don't have a valentine, and I'm not going to have one unless some Wonderboy falls out of the sky.



Has anyone ever told you that you have beautiful eyes?
Yeah, surprisingly.



Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Nope.



What do you miss the most about your past?
Camping. I am having a camping craving lately.
That's actually not what I miss most, though. Whoops, I fibbed.



Are any of your friends taller than you?
Yeah, a few of them are. I think I'm the tallest girl with the exception of Kelly, who is a quarter of an inch taller maybe.



Where did you get the pants your wearing
Santa! Santa knows how much I love my Big Blue team...



Would you ever get a tattoo?
Nope. First and foremost, I hate needles. Also, I can't think of anything that's so important that I want in on my skin forever. I would totally get a Henna every few weeks on my ankle...but those are expensive.



Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yup.



When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Oh, I don't know.



Do you have an innie or an outtie?
An innie.



Are you interested in more than one person?
Nope. I'm not really interested in anyone at the moment. I think.



What if your parents told you that you were moving to england, right now?
Honestly... sounds like a plan.
Well, I don't know if I want to go as far as England, but I need to get outta this house.



Have you made a mistake this past week?
I'm pretty sure I make multiple mistakes every day.



Name 2 things you love about winter:
I love Christmas, as well as all things associated with Christmas! Except Christmas ham. I am not a ham fan.
And I love sledding.



Do you have a friend dating someone you don't like?
No one comes to mind. Nah.



Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
I smile and laugh at pretty much everything.



Do you like going through a car wash?
I LOVE THIS! I was so excited when I did this with Kristen once. Good times...



Are you stubborn?
I am too stubborn.



How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Eightish.



What song are you listening to?
This is quite a coincidence. 'Never Let You Go' by Third Eye Blind actually popped up on my shuffle while I was doing this survey... and this song came up on my last survey as well. Hm. Coinkydink!



What's your favorite color of eyeliner?
I don't wear eyeliner much, but when I do, it's the khaki colored stuff that Santa brought me.



In your opinion, which summer has been the best so far?
Summer '07. Two camping trips, Thacher Park, lots of good random adventures.



You kissed someone last night didn't you?
Nah.



Is there someone you will never forget?
Stupid question...



Are you probably going to get hurt anytime soon?
Yeah, probably. This happens quite a bit lately.
Not that this is anyone's fault. I am ridiculously sensitive.



Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yep.



Are you too shy to kiss the person you like?
I don't really like anybody, but yeah, I'm... really shy about making the first move.



Hate the last person you kissed?
No way dude.



Are you someone who hates to read?
Pfft, who reads?! Reading is for chumps.

I am a chump.
Seriously, I think I'd be dead without my books.



When was the last time you went in the car past midnight?
It's actually been a while.



So, you have brown eyes?
No, I have green eyes. Fool.



Can you say you're happy?
...no.



Could things possibly get any better?
Things could get a heckuva lot better. Oh yes.



How are you feeling at the moment?
Lonely.



Would you be able to name everyone you kissed?
Yeah, this isn't really a difficult feat.



Are you in a good mood?
Not really.



Where is the last person you kissed?
I've got no idea. Probably sleeping.



What about a lip piercing?
What about one? I would never get one. I feel like it would make eating food painful, and besides, my parents would fry me. Or something. :P



Nose piercing?
I have considered this one.
Nah.



Ever made out in a pool?
Yeah.



The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
Nope, it was made and put in some tourist shop or something solely for me and my memorable picture.



What was the last movie you watched?
500 Days of Summer. I bought this movie on Friday, and it made me a happy girl.



What were you doing at 4 AM last night?
Trying to fall asleep.



Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night?
Um. My... Mom...?
Yeah.



What time did you decide to get out of bed today?
Too late. >:(



Did you straighten your hair this morning?
Nope, my hair is already pretty much stick straight.



Would you curse in front of your parents?
I have before (once or twice, when I was really miffed), but I would never make this a habit.



Is any part of your body sore?
My thigh muscles are a little sore. I'm finally getting into yoga, but it's tougher than I'd expected it to be.



Missing someone right now?
Indeed.



When you cry, do your eyes change colors?
Yeah, they turn purple.



Were your last two kisses with the same person?
Yep.



Do you have trust issues?
This question is on almost every survey.
Yeah.



Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
My lungs are already not incredibly healthy, and I didn't do anything to cause them harm. I would have to be stupendously dumb to make them worse.



You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Probably.



Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body?
Nooo, not into this. Yuck.



Do you always answer your texts?
Yeah, unless all I have to say is "yeah" or "okay". Or unless I'm angry with you... well, no, even then I would probably answer.



Do you dare go into detail about your last kiss?
Not really.



Do you think tomorrow will be a good day?
I hope so.



Who in your phone has a heart after their name?
Nobody.



How do you feel about girls/boys smoking?
I don't really care what people do, as long as they're aware of what they're doing to their bodies, and as long as they don't do it around me or in a non-smoking environment.



Do you miss hanging out with anyone?
Sooo many people...



Look out your window, what do you see?
I can see the outlines of a few houses and trees, but it's pretty black otherwise.



Do you have feelings for anybody?
Sheesh. I don't think so, not really.

Shorter Playlist

Sooo I decided that playlist I made was much too long (over 200 songs) and, while I'm leaving it up, I created an abridged version. Again, hope you find something you like. :)

'The Kill' by 30 Seconds to Mars
'Sometime Around Midnight' by The Airborne Toxic Event
'Song For You' by Alexi Murdoch
'Dismantle. Repair' by Anberlin
'The Adventure' by Angels and Airwaves
'Kick Drum Heart' by The Avett Brothers
'Things I'll Never Say' by Avril Lavigne
'Always' by Blink-182
'Thunder (Radio Mix)' by Boys Like Girls
'The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot' by Brand New
'Born To Run' by Bruce Springsteen
'The Scientist' by Coldplay
'Accidentally In Love' by Counting Crows
'In This Life' by Delta Goodrem
'A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me' by Fall Out Boy
'Take Me As I Am' by FM Static
'She Doesn't Get It' by The Format
'Here Is Gone' by The Goo Goo Dolls
'The Reason' by Hoobastank
'Only Wanna Be With You' by Hootie and the Blowfish
'The Hat' by Ingrid Michaelson
'The Mixed Tape', 'The Resolution', 'Bruised (acoustic)' by Jack's Mannequin
'If You're Out There' by John Legend
'Any Way You Want It' by Journey
'Somebody Like You' by Keith Urban
'My Life Would Suck Without You' by Kelly Clarkson
'Hanging By A Moment' by Lifehouse
'The Everglow' by Mae
'Say It Again' by Marie Digby
'Fire & Rain', 'Undeniable', 'Closer To Love' by Mat Kearney
'Unwell' by Matchbox Twenty
'Breathe' by Michelle Branch
'Sigh No More' by Mumford and Sons
'Starlight' by Muse
'The Only Hope For Me Is You' by My Chemical Romance
'Torn' by Natalie Imbruglia
'Bless the Broken Road' by Rascal Flatts
'Your Guardian Angel', 'Face Down (acoustic)' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
'Let It All Out' by Relient K
'I'll Be There For You' by The Rembrandts
'Hallelujah (Jeff Buckley cover)' by Rufus Wainwright
'Hold My Heart' by Sara Bareilles
'Come What May' by The Scene Aesthetic
'If You Only Knew' by Shinedown
'Set The Fire To The Third Bar' by Snow Patrol
'Punk Rock Princess (New Album Mix)' by Something Corporate
'Saved' by The Spill Canvas
'Existentialism On Prom Night' by Straylight Run
'With Me' by Sum 41
'Your Love Is A Song', 'Awakening' by Switchfoot
'Love Story', 'Mine' by Taylor Swift
'My Beautiful Rescue' by This Providence
'Apologize (feat. One Republic)' by Timbaland
'Drops Of Jupiter' by Train
'I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For' by U2
'Smother Me' by The Used
'I'm Going Down', 'Campus' by Vampire Weekend
'Ordinary Day' by Vanessa Carlton
'Everything I'm Not' by The Veronicas
'Ocean Avenue', 'Only One' by Yellowcard

Turn around, let's turn on each other now

Do you think people talk about you?

I think everyone talks about everyone, the end. :/



Has 2011 been good for you so far?

Eh, it's been a big mix of good and bad stuff.



Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?

Not really. Sort of.



What plans do you have for tomorrow?

Working early in the morning, then making a bunch of Powerpoint slides. I want to go get ice cream. :(



Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

She means TTTTHIISSSSSSSSS MMUUUUCHHHHH to me.



What are you doing later on?

Sleepin!



Do you wish anyone in particular was still in your life?

Absolutely. A few people...



Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

My Dad.



When’s the last time you ate at Taco Bell and with who?

Blech. I've never eaten at Taco Bell; it is a foul institution. (Although I might feel this way because I LOATHE tacos.)



Do you like to wear flip-flops?

If I could wear them all year round without getting frosty toes, I would so do it.



Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?

The heart.



Have you ever asked a boy for advice?

Indeed.



If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

I don't really want a boyfriend at the moment. On the other hand, if I find someone awesome, I would never turn him down.



Honestly, are you normally a happy person?

Yeah, usually.



Are you closer to your father or mother?

Oooh I dunno, I'm close with both in different ways. I am definitely my father's daughter, inside and out.



Are your nails painted?

Nah.



Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?

There are many, many songs. I have a song or two or a gjairjaojillion for just about every person in my life.





Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?

Stupid question #1.



If the last person you kissed, told you that kissing you was a mistake what would your reaction be?

Not surprised, but moderately annoyed.



Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone?

Text usually.



Is life getting better or worse?

It should be getting better, and I guess it is in some ways. I'm just moody.





Have you ever crawled through a window?

Yes indeed.



Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Nah.



Do you know how to skateboard?

NO BUT I WANTED TO LEARN. !!!
But I did stand on one, and I almost fell off. Skateboarding is clearly not one of my fortes.



What are you listening to?

'Never Let You Go' by Third Eye Blind.



What does your last text say?

It was something from Laura about the Taylor Swift concert we're going to.



What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?

Brushed my toofers.



Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?

I don't think I've ever really hated anyone... but yeah, basically.



Are all of your friends virgins?

Nope.



Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Mama.



What is your favorite fruit?

Grapes. (The red kind only!)



Are you a morning person or a night person?

I'm trying to become a morning person. I HATE(!!!) sleeping until noonish.



Who did you first talk to this morning?

My Dad, although I was only half-conscious.



Were you happy when you woke up today?

Yeah, I was feeling pretty pleasant.



If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?

Mhmmm.



Do you like Taylor Swift?

Oh yes.



Do you get frustrated quickly?

It depends on what I'm doing. If it's difficult math homework, yes.



Have you ever cried from laughing so hard?

Stupid question #2! (Yes!)



Ever worn something of the opposite sex’s?

Yeah.



Would you date a 23 year old at the age you are now?

Haha, yeah. Wooo one year age difference.



Are all guys players and cheaters?

Daw, of course not.



What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Sleeping.



Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

Course not, silly; he's my Dad! :)



Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

The cutest.



Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

No, I never liked the way skinny jeans looked on me.



Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Heh. Big yeah.



Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?

Yep. I have before, anyway.



Do you like your hair long or short?

I wish it could be long, but it looks way better shoulder-length.



Do you like to cuddle?

Yeah...but it's snuggling not cuddling!



Would you ever get a tattoo?

I would and have had a Henna tattoo, but that doesn't count. I don't think I'm brave enough to go for a real one.



Are you wasting your time on someone?

Nah.



Is there someone you will never forget?

STUPID QUESTION NUMBAH THREE.



Are you dating the last person you talked to?

Noooo.



Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Sigh.



Do you know how to use chop sticks?

I am ridiculously bad at that, haha.



Is there someone that you miss being close with?

There are lots of people.



Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?

HUUUUGE YES. :(



Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the first name of the last person you kissed.

No.



Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in 10mins?

Yeah, I think so.



Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for 5 minutes or more?

I am...not...sure?



Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Yeahyeah.



Did your last kiss take place on a bed?

Nope.



Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?

I'm sure he still cares like a little, but not really.



Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?

Yeah, at least when I was lil.





Is the last person you kissed older than you?

Nope.



Has anyone ever told you they would never leave and left?

Yup. That...really sucks.



If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would get mad?

Nope.



Was the last person you kissed your ex?

No, we actually never technically went out.



Does anyone hate you?

I hope not. :/
If someone hates me, they're wasting their time.



Is anyone on your mind right now?

Lotsa different people.



Do you hate anyone?

Absolutely not.



What gets on your nerves the most?

Players and cheaters, Fred Phelps, kittehs, selfish people, rude people.



Who can you trust?

To be completely honest... I think I've forgotten how to trust people, even the veryyy few who are trustworthy. That's pathetic...



If someone said they hated you what would you say back?

What'd I do?



Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?

Nope!



Have you kissed the last person you texted?

Nah.



Who was the last person you told a secret to?

I'm not sure. I don't have many secrets.



How are you feeling right now?

Awake. Darn darn darn.

I created The Greatest Playlist EVER. :)

Well, in my opinion. I have no clue about how well-reviewed any of these songs are... but they're the ones I put on repeat most often. I thought I'd share in case anyone finds something they like. :)

'The Kill' by 30 Seconds to Mars
'So Contagious' by Acceptance
'Sometime Around Midnight' by The Airborne Toxic Event
'Song For You' by Alexi Murdoch
'Back To Me', 'I Wanna' by The All-American Rejects
'Two Weeks' by All That Remains
'Umbrella (Rihanna cover)' by All Time Low
'That's How You Know' by Amy Adams (from Enchanted)
'Dismantle. Repair' by Anberlin
'The Adventure' by Angels and Airwaves
'Kick Drum Heart' by The Avett Brothers
'Things I'll Never Say', 'Fall To Pieces' by Avril Lavigne
'Always' by Blink-182
'Thunder (Radio Mix)' by Boys Like Girls
'The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot', 'Play Crack The Sky' by Brand New
'The Story' by Brandi Carlile
'Born To Run' by Bruce Springsteen
'Live and Learn', 'You're The Storm' by The Cardigans
'So Small' by Carrie Underwood
'The Scientist', 'Life In Technicolor ii' by Coldplay
'Accidentally In Love' by Counting Crows
'Vindicated', 'Hands Down' by Dashboard Confessional
'Shine' by David Crowder* Band
'In This Life' by Delta Goodrem
'My Last Breath' by Evanescence
'A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me' by Fall Out Boy
'The Riddle' by Five For Fighting
'Cosmic Love' by Florence and the Machine
'Take Me As I Am' by FM Static
'She Doesn't Get It' by The Format
'Over My Head (Cable Car)', 'All At Once' by The Fray
'Borderline/Open Your Heart (Madonna covers)' by Glee
'Here Is Gone', 'Stay With You' by The Goo Goo Dolls
'MMMBOP' by Hanson
'The Reason' by Hoobastank
'Only Wanna Be With You' by Hootie and the Blowfish
'Dig' by Incubus
'The Hat' by Ingrid Michaelson
'The Mixed Tape', 'The Resolution', 'Hammers and Strings (A Lullaby)', 'Bruised (acoustic)' by Jack's Mannequin
'Upside Down' by Jack Johnson
'The Remedy (I Won't Worry)', 'You And I Both' by Jason Mraz
'Down (feat. Lil Wayne)' by Jay Sean
'If You're Out There' by John Legend
'Free Fallin' (Tom Petty cover)', 'St. Patrick's Day' by John Mayer
'You're So True', 'In The Sun' by Joseph Arthur
'Sky (feat. Ingrid Michaelson)' by Joshua Radin
'Any Way You Want It' by Journey
'Walking On Sunshine' by Katrina and the Waves
'Teenage Dream' by Katy Perry
'Somewhere Only We Know', 'A Bad Dream' by Keane
'You're My Better Half', 'Somebody Like You', 'Kiss A Girl' by Keith Urban
'My Life Would Suck Without You' by Kelly Clarkson
'Mr. Brightside' by The Killers
'Suddenly I See' by KT Tunstall
'Hanging By A Moment', 'Everything', 'First Time' by Lifehouse
'Break Stuff' by Limp Bizkit
'Leave Out All The Rest' by Linkin Park
'Amazed', 'I'm Already There' by Lonestar
'Suspension', 'The Everglow' by Mae
'Say It Again' by Marie Digby
'How', 'She Will Be Loved' by Maroon 5
'Fire & Rain', 'Undeniable', 'Closer To Love' by Mat Kearney
'How Far We've Come', 'Unwell' by Matchbox Twenty
'Wedding Dress' by Matt Nathanson
'Hollywood' by Michael Buble
'Breathe', 'Are You Happy Now?', 'Everywhere' by Michelle Branch
'Where I Stood' by Missy Higgins
'Sigh No More', 'Awake My Soul' by Mumford and Sons
'Starlight', 'Resistance' by Muse
'The Only Hope For Me Is You', 'Helena' by My Chemical Romance
'Torn' by Natalie Imbruglia
'Turn Off The Light' by Nelly Furtado
'Far Away' by Nickelback
'If My Heart Was A House' by Owl City
'So What' by P!nk
'The Only Exception', 'Crushcrushcrush' by Paramore
'Hey There Delilah', 'Friends Don't Let Friends Dial Drunk' by Plain White T's
'Time After Time (Cyndi Lauper cover)' by Quietdrive
'Life Is A Highway', 'Bless The Broken Road', 'What Hurts The Most' by Rascal Flatts
'Your Guardian Angel', 'Face Down (acoustic)' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
'Fidelity' by Regina Spektor
'The Best Thing', 'High of 75', 'Let It All Out' by Relient K
'I'll Be There For You' by The Rembrandts
'Her Diamonds' by Rob Thomas
'Hallelujah (Jeff Buckley cover)' by Rufus Wainwright
'Why Don't You & I' by Santana and Alex Band
'Hold My Heart', 'Fairytale', 'Love Song' by Sara Bareilles
'Come What May' by The Scene Aesthetic
'Breakeven' by The Script
'Naturally' by Selena Gomez and The Scene
'I'm Taking The Wheel' by SHeDAISY
'Lean On Me' by Sheryl Crow, Kid Rock and Keith Urban
'If You Only Knew', 'Simple Man' by Shinedown
'Set The Fire To The Third Bar', 'Chasing Cars' by Snow Patrol
'Walking By', 'Punk Rock Princess (New Album Mix)' by Something Corporate
'Saved' by The Spill Canvas
'Best Of Me' by The Starting Line
'Existentialism On Prom Night' by Straylight Run
'With Me' by Sum 41
'On Fire', 'Your Love Is A Song', 'Awakening' by Switchfoot
'Love Story', 'Fearless', 'Untouchable', 'Mine' by Taylor Swift
'Call It Off' by Tegan and Sara
'Semi-Charmed Life', 'Jumper' by Third Eye Blind
'My Beautiful Rescue' by This Providence
'Never Too Late' by Three Days Grace
'Apologize (feat. One Republic)' by Timbaland
'Drops Of Jupiter', 'Parachute' by Train
'I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For', 'With Or Without You' by U2
'Smother Me' by The Used
'Horchata', 'I'm Going Down', 'Campus' by Vampire Weekend
'Ordinary Day' by Vanessa Carlton
'Can I Have This Dance' by Vanessa Hudgens, Zac Efron (from High School Musical 3)
'Everything I'm Not' by The Veronicas
'Everything You Want' by Vertical Horizon
'Ocean Avenue', 'Only One', 'Light Up The Sky' by Yellowcard

Boy howdy, this thing is wayyy longer than I thought it would be. I feel like I did end up with a really mixed bag of stuff, though... so it makes me happy that my musical taste is pretty open-minded. :) I'll probably provide an actual update next week, at least if my inspiration decides to come back to me. Again, hope you find something you like... whoever you are.

Don't stop believing

I haven't written a blog in a long time (for me, anyway). Partially because Blogger hasn't worked until now for whatever reason. But maybe also because I don't really have anything new to blog about. I don't know what to say.

I'm happy, happier than I've been in a while. Today, I went to church, watched an awesome football game with my Dad, did (a minimal amount of) homework, read a great book and went on a 3.4 mile run with my Mom (and I actually ran almost all of it). I'm especially proud of myself for running, because it's made a heck of a difference in my life. Not only is my body becoming more fit (I'm FINALLY losing some baby fat! :P), but my mind and heart are as well. And I'm making healthier choices about what I eat, what I think about, what I end up doing. I haven't ever felt this content with myself.

If you were to make one of those pros vs. cons tables of my life at this point, I think the pros would definitely extend much further than the cons would. Actuarial exams and exams in general are definitely a con, since they're a pain in the patootie. I thought that being single would be a con, and I guess it is, since it's always nice to have a boyfriend...but at the same time, maybe it's best that I'm doing this on my own. And at this point in my life, I think it's more important for me to figure myself out than for me to have a boy hanging around. I know that God will find me someone awesome if I just have faith and patience.

As for the pros? I think the list is too long to put here. To sum it up, I'll say that I've got God, the best family ever, awesome friends (new and old), better health, better breathing (according to the doctor, anyway), interesting classes and a whole lot of other amazing things. Almost all of my days are great overall, and if I end up adding even a little sunshine to someone else's day, my day becomes even better. It must be true, what the Beatles say about how the love you make equals the love you take, 'cause I'm trying hard to express how much I love the people in my life, and I can feel that love being given back to me. I'm enjoying it.

If you'd told me that I was going to feel this way about a month ago, I would've laughed. I would never have dreamed I could run/walk 10.2 miles, or run 3.4 miles. I definitely never thought my self-esteem would improve this quickly. (Albeit I am not cocky, and I never will be.) I wouldn't even say I've become self-confident, just that I'm becoming more secure with who I am, for better or worse.

'Cause everything's so wrong and I don't belong living in your precious memory

One night stands or long term relationship?
Long term. I would never ever ever have a one night stand.

If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
I don't know how that would be possible...but I would definitely freak out first; I am sooo not ready for that kind of commitment. I know I would definitely want to keep the kid though, and I think I could probably take care of it.

What does your most recent text message say?
I'm not even going to check. This question is pointless.

What do you miss most about the past?
Some friends who I've lost touch with.

Do you like country music?
I like certain country artists. I enjoy Keith Urban, Carrie Underwood, Rascal Flatts, Taylor Swift, Lady Antebellum and maybe a few others.

Are you cocky?
No. Not at all...

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
Sort of.

Are you listening to music right now?
Yep! :)

Is any part of you sad at all?
I'm pretty depressed, actually.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
On the cheek.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Of course :) Unless prescription drugs are included here, but I don't think they are.

What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
Hm...I would donate at least half of it. I'd probably give a good amount to my family and a few other people who actually deserve it. And then I'd get the heck out of here.

You win backstage passes to meet the Jonas Brothers, you?
Sell them.

Can you commit to one person?
Yep.

Are you a mean person?
Not at all, although I tend to flip out on people who annoy me enough.

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
Lately, I've followed my heart, even though I'm pretty sure it's going to lead me to misery.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope.

How bad are heartbreaks?
I'm pretty sure they're the worst possible thing that someone can go through for a time, but they're not lethal. Things heal themselves naturally over time.

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking?
Definitely. I don't think I want to though.

Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
Yep.

Do you miss your past?
Sometimes.

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
All the time.

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
Obviously. I think I would go for just about anyone at 3 a.m., because if someone contacts me at that hour, it must be really urgent.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I'm depressed and it's not fun. I feel like things just aren't fair.

Is your room ever clean?
Yep. This question seems to pop up in every survey.

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
A best friend. I get shy around large groups of people.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not really. It seems a little boring to live that night over and over for the rest of your life.

Are you hard to please?
No.

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
My Mom and Kelly :)

How is your hair right now?
Um, it's okay...

Do you have any bruises on you?
I do. I get bruises all the time.

Are you ticklish?
I am. It's really bad haha.

What song did you hear last?
"A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton. Whatever happened to her?

How often do you listen to music?
Often.

Do you trust all your friends?
Noooooooo. This is sad.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Um, sometimes. It really is 50/50 for me. It depends a lot on the situation at hand.

If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
Never.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I don't think so at all. I feel like no one cares about me anymore.

Do you listen to music when you're down?
Sometimes.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yep!

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
My lip.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Yeah, I gave my parents and Kelly a hug.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
Nope. It's not enough just to want. You need to work hard and prove yourself for whatever you're after...and even then sometimes things don't work out.

What do you think of guys who have girlfriends but let other girls wear their hoodies?
I guess I'm indifferent to them, unless a guy like that happens to be my boyfriend, in which case I wouldn't like it.

Have you ever liked someone that was in a relationship?
Yeah.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I think so.

How's your life lately?
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait to get back to school and be buried in math classes.

What was on your mind mostly today?
If you only knew.

Who was your last text from?
My Mom.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
I think Kelly or my parents would, and I think that's about it.

Do you believe that any of your exes think about you?
Ummm I'm not sure. One of them might, and I haven't talked to the other one in a couple years, so I'm really not sure what goes through his mind anymore.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Too much...way too much.

Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
Yeah. I'm trying so hard to be that person.

Do you straighten your hair before bed?
No. That doesn't make any sense.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Um, I tell a lot of things to my Dad, but I don't think I tell him absolutely everything...so I'm not sure.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
Oh, I gotta get outta here...

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
I don't have a boyfriend, and even if I did, I'm pretty sure I couldn't afford it and my parents wouldn't allow it.

Who do you currently have a crush on?
IAPjfap9f98afu98af.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My Mom, I think.

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Probably not. Hopefully, but probably not.